playboy lingerie magazine

The first time I can recall getting off to this stuff was after progressing from reading Playboy at 12 to Penthouse and advancing on to Hustler around 21 where eventually I noticed they started having Shemale advertisements and Pictures in the back. Even Active Duty in a Unit with some hardcore dudes I can remember guys clowning like a buddy telling our E-7 look there goes your girlfriend pointing at a shemale in some magazine and everybody laughing, but Im also thinking damn shes kinda sexy in those fishnets and platform high heels and garters and stuff(or whatever sexy lingerie she was wearing which they always are). I had buddy's that liked the big muscular wrestling chick Chyna when she posed in Playboy but to me she was disgusting or ugly(Especially since Ive seen her on VH1s Surreal Life show with big muscular veiny feet) I realize I love little women with pretty lil toes I can suck and sexy red nail polish. & If I can think shes is hot or banging with a dope body or crazy eyes or whatever; is it gay or bi-curious to like watching her get freaky. (Although I Can tell them about some girls and drunken nights out and share some pretty funny stories and laugh and stuff theyre still my parents who I cant even curse in front of). Although I really dont like the way Hollywood chicks are all super thin now or the ones who look like they work out every day. And that having been around long enough with plenty of varied sexual experiences with different women in different situations I have never had anything close to any homosexual experiences.