I am fucking a teddy bear unwillingly.

I am a normal guy, with a normal sexual orientation with absolutely normal fantasies and wishes. But I have a great, just huge problem. In our university we have a very wonderful girl. She is a beauty, has very sexy body, she studies well and her family has a lot of money. She is not a whore. A very fair girl. Her family lives in another city and she has her own apartment, gets money from them every month. As she is the only child in the family you can imagine how much they send her...

A lot of people wanted to get close to her but nobody could impress her at all. I liked her very much too and ( I don’t know why) but I got the girl! At first I tried to get close to her any by any ways, when we sat together in different companies, and then one day we turned out to be together in a club and I felt the she was going to be mine... After that we had it all: romantic, walking on the night city, poetry, kisses and here we are in her apartment. When we just got in she starts riping off my close and get almost naked herself, asking is I want her. Why ask if I was cumming all the way to her house! She stays in lacy and tell me:” I really want you, lets make love, but first you must fuck Michael” - and then she sits in front of me a teddy bear, a huge one almost like myself in hight.

My brains start to boil, I thought that she could hear it! And shes saying:” fuck him, please fuck him” gets hi in doggy style and opens a bit his perineum. There is something elastic in it. After that my dick that was up the whole evening gets down. My girl didn’t lose a moment and started rubbing it and saying to me that I should fuck him! Her hands exited my dick pretty soon. Also I was thinking how I will be fucking a very sexy girl. I drank a bit to be more brave and I think because of that I got in this stupid situation. She daubed my dick and the bears hole with cream and I started slowly fucking him. And here I am doing this stupid thing and in my head I am having these kind of thoughts:” where am I?” My feelings where not good not bad. It was just like masturbating. And I thought that I was the first who fucked that bear. And then my rhythmic movements stops because I hear a very loud shout ti the left of me. I turn around and see as she is siting in a chair with her legs up. One hand she is on her breast and the other one in rubbing her pussy. I see it and start fucking it harder and harder. She yells and then says to me that I should fuck him more harder, as hard as I can! Then I start cumming and hear as the bear is starting to roar.... Can you imagine yourself on my place. When I was almost cumming she took my dick and putted it in her mouth. After that we had a wonderful night of normal sex without Michael – the king of the wood. After that night we got really close to each other. Kissing every minute, hugging. But I always remember that awful thing that I had to do before getting into her. In another couple of days she invited me to her house. I thought that that was the only time that I had to fuck the bear but it happened again. First he bear in doggy style and then wonderful sex with her. One time even when she had her periods she begged me to fuck the bear and masturbating got half of the couch in blood. But after that I got into her virgin butt and that was just great! I fell in love with her and so did she. I wouldn’t like to say good buy to her but this can’t least all the time. Please tell me what shall I do! When I am fucking him I understand that I am gay, fetishist and an animal lover in one face... When I try to ask her about the reason she keeps silence or says that it is a game that I have to love. I have no idea what I should do...